Before this year is out I really want to make that big step and literally grow a pair and finally get my virgin man pussy seen to.

My partner is just not doing it for me and when she caught me a few months ago watching TS porn she ridiculed me so much it knocked me a bit but since I have been neglected it has only made me more determined.

I would seriously love to meet a lady, if possible she would let me wear tights because that would make me even more kinky and in an ideal world she would record me getting broke in.

Is it normal to overthink about discretion, making that journey and trying to settle the nerves before making that glorious leap? or am I just another dreamer that will lose out on an experience of a lifetime?