Do you ever feel lonely

[TheFalcon]

This is a topic that has been on my mind recently or a lot of my life probably.

More interested in others thoughts than rambling away myself but Ill give a brief outline of how it affects me,

In early 40s- not married- am in a relationship thou its hard to say if its going the distance. My heart remains fond also for a different woman so hoping to decide on all that in the coming year and be clearer on things. Ill either be buying the ring for one of these this year or quite possibly ill be finished with both

Friendship wise- You know and I think I miss this- I dont have any real close male buddies- I did up until around age 28- but had a falling out and funnily enough have general acquaintances since then but no real best mates if that makes sense. I have a lot of acquaintances like its not as if am not meeting people at all, but not really part of a tight group as such. I have a nice friendship with one of the ladies here- she often gives me advice over the phone and Im grateful to her but I dont want to be annoying her too much outside of appointments and so on.

Overall I am a loner thou I also welcome company at times.

Anyway was in a coffee shop a week ago and seemingly happy working away on my computer no one looking over my shoulder. But I also noticed many tables- people having the chat and banter and in good spirits,
I says to myself well Im in good enough form but you know what Im pretty fukking lonely.

Anyway- whats your story- Any of you lonely?