I've never been attracted to guys but recently I've been fantasizing about having sex with another man. I've always loved and been attracted to US and TV girls and met plenty and had fun every time but I started watching gay porn. Starting with girls showing picture of Vicks then videos of guys and eventually I went and found some myself to watch. Mostly twinks, femboys and crossdressers.

It was ok and I got the job done if you know what I mean but I wasn't really attracted to the men. Searching for it got me harder than watching it so maybe it's just a fetish thing. I did go on grinder though and again wasn't really into anyone other than the TS girls on it except for one young hairless slim and feminine looking 19 yr old guy. He even agreed to meet up with me but I chickened out at the last minute. I kind of regret it. I'm pretty sure I would have fucked him if we did meet. He was the only time I was actually attracted to another guy.

I know. Who gives a fuck about labels right but what do you guys think? Should I go through with it and meet a guy for sex?