We need to chat Samuel .: doc
Originally Posted by
samlad
"February the first... God! I'm off work today. Should I have a lie-in or maybe even veg out in front of the box or something?
No.
I know what to do... I'll log on to the E-I forums and see if anyone likes me today. Pfft! I'll probably have to deal with more crap, more price threads and cover up more controversial issues that make me feel uncomfortable! Why do these trolls relentlessly try to discredit me... er... the company so much? What's in it for them, really?! (Sniff!) Well, at least I have my yellow blankie. So soft and cuddly!
(Sigh...)
Blankie... (meh!) the only thing I have to keep me sane through the sleazy politics of the adult industry, but without this site I would be even more irrelevant. At least here, I am God of the little people... I am like Mark Chapman in his childhood, but I WON'T lose control like he did! I can keep my shit together!
Hmmm... relatively drama free. Thank God! I don't know if I can cope with this tomorrow. Only 17 PM's. I'll deal with them tomorrow when I'm in the office. Some issues I can't really deal with at home, in front of the telly, eating my microwave meal for one... (sigh...)
Wha-what the fuck's this?! Mousey again, mocking me on yet another thread?! Oh, God! I don't know how much more undermining I can take of this dirty rat! He's spoiling everything! Little fucker! I can't justify a ban though! Damn! Damn! Damn! I know... I'll pretend I'm a good sport and 'thank' the little shite's post... yeah! It will make it look like I'm indifferent to it yet still portrays the illusion that I have a good sense of humour! Brilliant!
(Click!)
Okay, that's sorted now. Take that, rat-boy! Hahahahaha!
(Gulp!)
Aw God no! Nicole is flirting with Mousey?! And Julia with James 'the langer-pimp' Cork?! I've been working on those two for months at not so much as a sniff of their knickers yet! Even Peeper seems to be making progress with his 'charms' in the office around the Ad Staff birds! Fucker! When I was his age I was knee-deep in crumpet!
(Sigh!)
Who am I trying to convince, really? I'm a sad pathetic individual who sits in his parents' basement room abusing himself in between searching the forums. In the office, I put up a brave face and act 'mysterious' so that the birds will think I'm complicated.
I've just read my horoscope... Virgo.... 'Single? Today you may receive a message from a potential love interest!' Yes! That's great! Sophia sent me a text this morning telling me not to leave post-it notes with my availability on her desk again! There is definitely something in that! I think she smiled at me earlier this week too... maybe she's playing hard to get?
(Sigh!)
I'm so lonely. At my age I should be considered an eligible batchelor. Okay so I may not have the money, the car, the style and sophistication (or even the looks... ahem!) but I'm a nice guy with a lovely personality and the best of intentions, right? I'm so lonely! Oh, God, I'm lonely! E-I and blankie, without you, I wouldn't know what to do!"
Never mistake kindness for weakness .: doc