It seem there is unanimity in the anwer, and I agree too. You may get addicted, as other people get addicted to gambling or to alcohol, nobody admits his addiction but it's an addiction as it controls your life. What are you saying, that you don't have experience??? even escorts didn't have experience and they started at some point in life, and I don't think they hired a teacher or male escort to teach them, right? so take it easy, get a girlfriend but be easy on her, just show her who you truly are, honesty may lead you both on a lovely journey of self-discovery, and remember sex is just the ice of the iceberg, never the main course