Sorry to hear your woes Sperminator. It is so easy to fall for a particular lady. I have been in danger with one particularly lovely but thankfully she left!! I moped about for a bit but ultimately am thankful that she left before I had fallen truly madly deeply for her.
It's easy for a guy to get confused. The ladies are so lovely and the intimacy and sex and laughs really are a recipe for falling in love. I know it's a business transaction but it's easy to forget oneself. I go for the GFE experience and must say that during the hour long appointment I've sometimes forgoten that I'm with an escort and not a girlfriend.
Have learnt my lesson. There are a few ladies nowadays that I revisit, but am spacing out the appointments - so that at the most I'd see any one of them once in 4-6 weeks (as opposed to my previous favourite - where I was seeing her weekly!)
I hope you recover Sperminator. Maybe a break is what you need. Although finding solace in the arms of another lovely may not be such a bad thing. Just don't fall for her again!
(P.S. Love your new Avatar and signature quotation)
"Don't be reckless with other people’s hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours"