The Downside

[Mr Magoo]

It's clear that some people are addicted to punting. Some are out of control. From the reports you can see that some are punting two or three times a week and probably seeing even more, just not reporting them. When you're at that point, you're not longer servicing a sexual desire, you're fueling an addiction.

A very good friend of mine from the UK is in therapy at the moment from the damage that has been done to her over the years by the awful, awful things men have asked her to do for them in the room. She was never been physically harmed, just ruined by the lurid fetishes and gruesome things men want done to them. I knew her a long time before she became an escort and she only owned up two years ago after too many drinks. Lovely girl, you'd never imagine she was on the game but she's a shadow of her former self.

Who's to blame, her for getting into the game or us for tossing these girls wads of cash to dress you up as Little Bo Peep and stick a fist up your arse while you hold a bag over you head. Yep, these men are out there, they're probably the ones who just left the room before you arrive for your punt. And you wonder why some of these girls aren't super-excited when you walk into the room?

So where am I going with this?

Well I was at my first punt in months last week and although she was a cracking girl, I simply got bored after 5 minutes of the same old nonsense. Talking about the weather, how business is going, handing over the cash then seeing how good an actress she is. I just couldn't do it again. I got up, got dressed and left.

Has this happened to anyone before? have they just gotten up one morning and said enough is enough, this is not who I am?

Sorry for the negative input today lads, i'm off the fags again.