Has anyone else experienced a feeling of immense fear and anxiety before visiting an escort? I can remember my very first time visiting someone in London and was provided with the address details by phone. When I arrived at the destination I was greeted by an elderly lady who asked if I would like something to drink and as the glass would probably have shaken from my hand I said no thank's. I waited and observed and said to myself 'shit' what if this place is raided or something while I am sitting here. After what seemed like ten hours but was probably five minutes I was directed to a very nice and clean bedroom where I was introduced to a very lovely oriental lady. By this time my nervousness had reached a a stage of no return. I was offered a Menu and looked at it as I had never seen anything like this before and said to myself 'what the f**k is this? I really didn't feel like experiencing a body massage so pointed at something different and asked if I was able to kiss. I was told that this was part of the package and was releived as this is probably my favourite aspect of the whole process (depending who i am kissing of course). The lady in question made me feel really comfortable was really pleasant and after we got on with the task in hand provided me with her personal phone number. After dressing I gave my thanks and said goodbye. I then proceeded to the lady outside the bedroom gave her a tip and left. When I left the place I felt the whole world was watching me and felt my face beaming red and probably smoked a dozen cigarettes one after the other. The entire experience was quite scary being a novice. Since then I have of course developed much more experience but must admit that every time I do go to see someone new there is still that degree of uncertainty and anxiety.