remember this is just at the moment,thats all. It happens alot to girls in the industry sweetie. There is a very very fine line between working as an escort and holding your emotions out of it. Some ppl just cant do this. I cant. I could not go to an escort ,have fun and then forget about her like she was just a number. Its simply not in me.
The trick in life sweetie is not trying to avoid these issues but recognizing that they are there and that they affect you and then taking the appropriate steps to prevent them.Then the battle is won and you can move on.
Just let it go,forget it ,dont hold it against yourself and just move on. Time is a great healer sweetie and with time youll be fine especially when you meet a good guy.
Westside.