Why am I like this?

[Desrogers123]

I am a very liberal individual but I have never even so much as kissed a male or a girl with male genitalia. I am also repulsed when I see guys kissing or sucking cock. Anytime I see a TS pop up on the storyboard I immediately flick on. After a while though I started looking into it coz I was thinking “am I missing something?” Next thing you know, I’m looking at TS porn and not only am I wanking, I’m also fantasying pleasuring a TS orally. I get absolutely no satisfaction unless the TS has a beautiful feminine face and boobs. They are, in my limited experience, few and far between. But I am so tempted to look into it further. Is there anyone else out there exactly like me? I can’t be alone. I feel if I have visit a TS escort and so much as kiss on the lips, I’d have crossed a line that might haunt me mentally and emotionally for good.