Shame

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The feel of internal shame can be toxic, if an "act" causes negative thoughts about oneself experts on therapy will suggest we practice mindfulness and endevour
to develop self compassion . We are all capable of being forgiving and compasionate to others so why not , charity begins at home .
If its not the "act" that causes shame but the fiscal transaction that taints , try a different approach as many do , select a FK + GFE lady ,agree the sum prior to the app ,
seal in an envelope to be handed over on meet , when lady returns to room treat it as a date. Hopefully you will enjoy the happy occasion and leave uplifted and
shameless . Hope she wont spoil all by saying " times up Buddy , chop chop , I got to do this all again soon " !!