I have just logged on and read the posts regarding me and they have pissed me off.

I am big and ugly enough and thick skinned enough not to take these to heart, but I have been incredibly honest on these pages and that I will be to the day I stop posting

I know all newbies are under investigation, but I am here a little while and I have never said a bad word against anyone.. FFS Leave a guy alone. I have started the thread about bullying for god sake.

I dont take Horan seriously as he has mentioned that he's a drinker and that says it all about him.

Pat s calling me a miserable bugger. Thanks. I think I'll turn the other cheek though Pat and run with your credit for trying to sort myself out (if genuine) becuase that's what I am. Genuine.

I know I dont post your average post, but that's because I am not your average guy. I came on and started using this website last oct ish and first posted only reasonably recently. Look at my first post "Worried guy seeks help" This post explained that I was wracked with guilt for using escorts and I sought advice. I got great responses and some lovely PM's. I then elaborated in subsequent posts to say that I had sexual difficulties (and what I said re masturbation was/is the truth and I swear that to God above) I thought this was a reasonable place to raise this as I could do so anonymously and also in the forum where people might have exp / awareness of this.

I have since mentioned some other vices and also the exp of when I met the intoxicated escort simply to get opinions, seek help and give help.

If I get shot off this website, you have taken down the wrong man and a good man.

Simple as that. Ban me now if you done believe me.

BAN ME, IF YOU THINK I AM A LIAR

Over and out

Paddy