Depressed as ever

[Jayo339]

Same as myself. Been a shit year but taking each day as it comes. Hope gets better for you.

[Mrbean76]

another shit year is coming to a close for me,
it doesn't seem to get any better
Escorts are keeping me going and I still manage to travel and visit the brothels and have a good time, I don't have any fear now at all, I don't even care if caught now,
It got to the stage a good while ago that I got no interest in life anymore

[MichelleFox]

another shit year is coming to a close for me,
it doesn't seem to get any better
Escorts are keeping me going and I still manage to travel and visit the brothels and have a good time, I don't have any fear now at all, I don't even care if caught now,
It got to the stage a good while ago that I got no interest in life anymore

Sorry to hear. Mental health is very important. Better to talk to somebody. We all going through shit days or months. Even years. If you need to talk let me know x

Stay strong ❤️

[Mrbean76]

another shit year is coming to a close for me,
it doesn't seem to get any better
Escorts are keeping me going and I still manage to travel and visit the brothels and have a good time, I don't have any fear now at all, I don't even care if caught now,
It got to the stage a good while ago that I got no interest in life anymore

I'm sad to hear what you're sharing, I do have some idea how you feel. I very nearly lost my life in 2015 but I survived and am very happy to be alive. Don't give up hope, there is always hope. If you are single it can be difficult to stay friends with others in relationships especially if they have children as they are busy with their own lives.

Join a club, meet new people, exercise in the fresh air. Get a dog, it will take your mind off your own problems. A dog's love is unconditional. Having a dog will get you out of the house and who knows you might make new friends with other dog owners. Good luck

[Mr Sweet Guy]

another shit year is coming to a close for me,
it doesn't seem to get any better
Escorts are keeping me going and I still manage to travel and visit the brothels and have a good time, I don't have any fear now at all, I don't even care if caught now,
It got to the stage a good while ago that I got no interest in life anymore

Ahh Mate that tough reading. Especially this post Life is hard and friendship is priceless.

I to had a overnight with my No 1 Lady few weeks back. When she left the hotel room after breakfast that morning. I to felt emptiness in the hotel room.

So I call up a ex member that morning, when she was gone. Who he use to be on the forum. We talked and I told him how my overnight experience was like.

His words was good advice and to enjoy the good moment, for however long it is.

I spend 10 days course in London, to deal with my nervous and fear of intimacy in a Lady company. Which I share 7 wonderful night with a Courtesan. Who help me a lot.


But the point I am making on above is Mate. You could see Courtsean as companionship, more then good sex. You say you miss and feel sad, as you drive home. That sad to hear Mate.

Because it take away the enjoyment you had in that Lady company. Which you stated the good sex and they enjoy your company.

So look at the positives Mate. See the Ladies you met. Like you and your company, by showing it with good consenting sex. That is start to see that people do appreciate you and enjoy your company. We all pay the Ladies for time n companionship. But it doesn't mean, she will enjoy my company or others.

You got to look to positives and start believing in yourself Mate. Sign off all the good things in your life and go and act or improve upon the positives in your life.

Only then you will feel and say I can change and see their is happiness in my life. Also contact your friends more and reach out to them. Say to them, THAT I AM HERE and like to join you on weekend or night out.

Also concentrate on finding or not ruling out a relationship in the future. Something that I need to work on to

We all want to feel love in our life and you are no different to anyone alse Mate. So don't give up hope.

Start by joining your friends in activity or do a course like me. Then see that life can be better, if we choose to see and act upon it.
Just don't give up hope Mate. As already people here have shown you that they are listening to your concern and depression also.

Please do get help chap and don't suffer another day in silent. Already you open up and admit your problem to us members n Ladies. So you see it easier to talk to a stranger sometime then a friend.

Next step now is, to confide in a close friend. They won't laugh or think it funny. They want you to be happy and the Gent, who smile on his face like this

So positive one is you have already confide in us and if you can do that. Then confide in a friend won't be as hard. Just believe in yourself and concentrate on the positives in your life Mate.

Keep smiling Mate and remember to remind yourself this. Every day, to wake up is a blessing and another day to punt or do some good in our life.

Good Karma will reward the ones, who act upon with a goodness in their heart

Here is a message my member friend send me this morning.

Here is his words....

“ Always show more kindness them seem necessary.

Because the person receiving it, needs it more than we will ever know "

Very wise words and one statement. We should say them words and show it to, in a Lady company.

Don't give up hope Mate on life and heed that statement above !!!

[Paulstevens]

another shit year is coming to a close for me,
it doesn't seem to get any better
Escorts are keeping me going and I still manage to travel and visit the brothels and have a good time, I don't have any fear now at all, I don't even care if caught now,
It got to the stage a good while ago that I got no interest in life anymore

I'm really sorry to hear about your problems, a lot of us here don't be in a great place fairly regularly, that's probably why we are here. So many of us have a lot in common. Escorts are brilliant and do a fantastic job, but it is important to not become overreliiant on their services
It has been said already but I have found exercise really good to try and exorcise certain demons, join a gym or leisure centre, it will help you meet new people and make new friends. Best of luck

[Meursault]

Take up cycling. That helps me. That and my lithium.

[jre679]

Sorry to hear you're having a shit time mate. I think it's important to work on other aspects of your life and look at escorting as something that compliments your life. It can't be the single source of your happiness.

Work on the things that will help you find a partner and stay connected with your friends. No one can go through this life alone and shouldn't have to. I learned this lesson the hard way in 2018 and have spent most of this year repairing the damage. It fucking sucks but you have to take those small steps and make the small improvements that will eventually lead to a big change. Good luck and PM me if you need to talk.

[RayDonovan]

Whatever the hole in your life is, if it's that fundamental escorts won't fill it (pardon the pun or innuendo)
More likely to exacerbate the situation and display the stark difference between the life you have, and the life you want.
I'm not a counselor so won't offer advice, best of luck though.

[Wolverine]

another shit year is coming to a close for me,
it doesn't seem to get any better
Escorts are keeping me going and I still manage to travel and visit the brothels and have a good time, I don't have any fear now at all, I don't even care if caught now,
It got to the stage a good while ago that I got no interest in life anymore

I've problems of my own an I don't give a fuck about you and yours.

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