This really isn't cheating is it?

[howardsteele]

Howard here, Howard Steele, for a while now I've been with a lady twice my age and she is class and fit, great cook with breakfast served up and dinner and supper too.
She is a lovely person and very honest.
It has been going so well I have not visited an escort as good while but i'm getting stronger urges now and the occasionally wanking only just keeping it at bay.
I was thinking of maybe visiting an escort for a massage and say nothing and if she wanted to finish me off with a hand job then its up to her, I won't ask her but since there will be no sex involved then I'm not really cheating.