I still suffer from it, occasionally.
Earlier today I had a client into my office with a device that needed to be repaired in a hurry.
The whole time I could feel her hovering behind me. Wouldn't piss off to the canteen like I asked, had to stand behind me and peer over my shoulder like she had a clue what was going on.
Took me half an hour to do a 10 minute job.
After she left I fapped furiously.
And cried.