For some reason I haven't been feeling too keen recently (few months) and I don't know why.

Signs are not getting as excited about sex, not going to escorts as much, not masturbating much, not feeling sick with neediness like I used.

I want the sickness back.

Before I used to feel uncomfortably sex-driven, especially when I would spend forever wanking to girls on a screen. It was like a weakness, like a bad thing..... and I want that back.... I know it sounds contradictory but do you know what I mean...?

Occasionally I visit pornsites without the intention of wanking and 90% of the time before I couldn't stop myself. NOW I can.

I don't want to have to kind of push myself for it. I want to be utterly seduced so it comes out sure as I'm breathing. You know that feeling...?

So any way you have found to remedy or help this...? I know there's testosterone and drug-pills but I try to avoid those...
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