2 days ago I was shopping in town and a girl I was a regular of gave me a huge smile and seemed to want to interact with me. I did not recognise her at the time and it only dawned on me it was her after I returned home.

We had quite the chemistry between us and I would often only pay €60 for 2-3 hour visits and she would get jealous if I seen any other escorts instead of her.

She offered to only let me pay €20 a visit but I felt bad as I would take up most of her time so she could be earning much more if she was with other clients.

She had hinted at retirement with her boyfriend at the time so I deleted her personal number as I thought it was best to move on.

I still remember her work number but that is inactive now

I spent most of my day in town yesterday hoping to bump into her again as we lost contact when she retired and never gave me a heads up.

I haven't been able to stop thinking about her now and it's distracting me.

So I don't know why I wrote this post but I just had to get it off my chest

This is not a joke btw in case you guys are wondering