I must be the only one?

[MartinR]

I am in a 5 year relationship with the same girl i lost my virginity to....so iv been with one girl my whole life and i do love her......it is highly likely i will end up marrying this girl.

BUT ....i am an incredibly horny guy, (whats new) and ...im pretty desperate to just have sex and be pleased sexually by other women.....does that make me a bad person? i feel awful yet here i am on an escort web page. god ive even considered heading to amsterdams red light district by myself for a couple of nights! its gotten that bad!

so....part of me REALLY just wants to have sex etc with other women and another part of me feels guilty and just awful for cheating on the only girl ive been with and am supposed to love.

this reason and one other for not visiting escorts leads me to think i must be the only one like this. the other reason being i live in belfast on botanic/lisburn road and put off visiting an escort incase of police etc.....

im 23 so im young and i always tell myself one day il visit an escort to fulfill my strong strong needs.....and still i havent
so....i take it im the only one to give a shit like this yea lol?

any advice.....anyone in a similar situation?

do any of the escorts look down on clients who are cheating on their wives and girlfriends? or do you like that?