Worried after first experience

[Petros]

I recently took the plunge and saw a TV in the last week. She is well known and has dozens of positive reviews, so I thought it would be ok.

Protection was used throughout and I tried being top and bottom. I didn't really enjoy it, and it was a bit rough.

The thing is, I'm now freaking out I have gotten an STD or HIV. PLease don't judge me too harshly. I already suffer from anxiety and depression and worry about everything, so this is making it worse. I'm almost suicidal here!

Am I being stupid? What should I do?

Please help

Thanks Jakek.

I definitely don't want to do this ever again. I thought about it for a long time, but now I'm disgusted with myself

There is nothing to suggest I have anything I just read some stuff about TS and TVs being high risk.

This was your first visit to a TV and now you are concerned that you may have got some sort of STD!

From reading your posts it seems to me that this was an experience that you didn't enjoy very much. I am assuming that it was just not for you rather than the person you were with.

I would have to say that the chances of you getting an STD considering you both used protection is extremely slim and is nothing for you to worry about regardless of what you read on the internet! If you were to take everything you read on the internet as gospel then you would never leave the house!