So I finally did it, and I'm full of regret! FML

[Freshmilk]

So I did it!

I went and paid a girl a visit after a long think AND.... I completely regret it! Worse decision I have ever made! I feel horrible! Genuinely upset that I could do this to such a beautiful women and potentially destroy such a wonderful thing we have together!

I honestly don't know how anybody can do this on a regular basis and then go home to there loving wife/fiancée/ girlfriend or partner. The ultimate betrayal!

I'm finding it hard to think straight. I'm completely paranoid that somebody seen me, that I was caught on CCTV, that the girl had hidden cameras in her room, I caught every STI known to man that there was some little weazel hiding in the wardrobe recording everything.

I was debating on ending my relationship. My partner deserves so much more than this! She would never do anything like this to me and I had never done anything on her. If I was to tell her it would destroy her but she deserves better than me!

How, how, how do people do this?

What will I do? Will my guilt pass?? Will I finish it with her? Help me before I drive myself insane!!

Cheers Johns,
FM

[Mousey]

Nobody saw you.

You weren't caught on CCTV.

There were no hidden cameras.

You have not caught any STIs.

Get over it.

[Jackdaniel]

oddly enough i find myself agreeing with Mousey!!

[samlad]

I take it you didn't review her?

On a serious note, most escorts understand the meaning of discretion. Now that you have seen an escort you will probably no longer 'wonder if'.

[Mousey]

Actually, wait, that was a bit mean of me.

Look, FM, nobody made you do this. You're the one who made the call, you're the one who has to deal with the guilt of what you have done. Everyone sees escorts for different personal reasons - some punters don't want to have the hassle of a real girlfriend, whereas others are scumbags who just want to fuck something with big tits.

Just put it behind you. If your feelings for your girlfriend are as stong as they come across in your post, then ask thre mods to ban you and never log into this site again.

I hope you work it out!

[69patrick69]

Nobody saw you.

You weren't caught on CCTV.

There were no hidden cameras.

You have not caught any STIs.

Get over it.

But what about the guy in the wardrobe.

[Jackdaniel]

Brat Patrick!!

[max california]

So I did it!

I went and paid a girl a visit after a long think AND.... I completely regret it! Worse decision I have ever made! I feel horrible! Genuinely upset that I could do this to such a beautiful women and potentially destroy such a wonderful thing we have together!

I honestly don't know how anybody can do this on a regular basis and then go home to there loving wife/fiancée/ girlfriend or partner. The ultimate betrayal!

I'm finding it hard to think straight. I'm completely paranoid that somebody seen me, that I was caught on CCTV, that the girl had hidden cameras in her room, I caught every STI known to man that there was some little weazel hiding in the wardrobe recording everything.

I was debating on ending my relationship. My partner deserves so much more than this! She would never do anything like this to me and I had never done anything on her. If I was to tell her it would destroy her but she deserves better than me!

How, how, how do people do this?

What will I do? Will my guilt pass?? Will I finish it with her? Help me before I drive myself insane!!

Cheers Johns,
FM

I find being self obsessed with a complete lack of moral fibre helps

[iamnewtothis]

Actually, wait, that was a bit mean of me.

Look, FM, nobody made you do this. You're the one who made the call, you're the one who has to deal with the guilt of what you have done. Everyone sees escorts for different personal reasons - some punters don't want to have the hassle of a real girlfriend, whereas others are scumbags who just want to fuck something with big tits.

Just put it behind you. If your feelings for your girlfriend are as stong as they come across in your post, then ask thre mods to ban you and never log into this site again.

I hope you work it out!

Yeah pretty much everything Mousey said

[Amy Alison]

So I did it!

I went and paid a girl a visit after a long think AND.... I completely regret it! Worse decision I have ever made! I feel horrible! Genuinely upset that I could do this to such a beautiful women and potentially destroy such a wonderful thing we have together!

I honestly don't know how anybody can do this on a regular basis and then go home to there loving wife/fiancée/ girlfriend or partner. The ultimate betrayal!

I'm finding it hard to think straight. I'm completely paranoid that somebody seen me, that I was caught on CCTV, that the girl had hidden cameras in her room, I caught every STI known to man that there was some little weazel hiding in the wardrobe recording everything.

I was debating on ending my relationship. My partner deserves so much more than this! She would never do anything like this to me and I had never done anything on her. If I was to tell her it would destroy her but she deserves better than me!

How, how, how do people do this?

What will I do? Will my guilt pass?? Will I finish it with her? Help me before I drive myself insane!!

Cheers Johns,
FM

If it's not for you, at least you got over your curiosity.
Don't leave your partner, just try to make it up to her in time, by being the best you can with her.

The probability of you catching any STDs is minuscule, close to zero but if you're very worried, just get yourself tested discreetely, for peace of mind only, and until you get the results dodge any sexual games with your partner. Faking headaches may help