Ever want to be that person....

[muster]

I have to admit I've never felt suicidal, I've never wanted to put my hands up in the air and give up, although I have shed many a tear. I love my home, I love my family (and no they are by no means perfect) and I love my friends. I tend to go a little quiet, isolate myself for a day or two and then come back bouncing, with twice as much vigour and get through what ever the problem is.

I love travelling and I love seeing the world, but I will always want to come back home, what ever there is facing me.

was in a lovless marriage,came home from the pub sunday evening,looked at her and said to myself,what are my doing here,,never forget the ngt,said im going for a pint,left,and never again saw her,was married seven years,,the best thing ive ever done

[Curvaceous Kate]

was in a lovless marriage,came home from the pub sunday evening,looked at her and said to myself,what are my doing here,,never forget the ngt,said im going for a pint,left,and never again saw her,was married seven years,,the best thing ive ever done

I was in a crap marriage too, but my son was only 3 back then and I had to do what was best for him, so I grinned and beared it until I realised the marriage was unhealthy for him too. It back fired a little mind, as my ex was working away from home most of the time and after we officially split, he came back under the pretense of being clinically depressed, which he blamed me for entirely.

I did have to move location, but I did not move area, as it was important to keep a network of people that loved my son close to us and they were our support network. Thankfully my ex was not from my area and work took him else where again, so once he realised his plan to get me to change my mind was not working, off he went.

I actually was happier then than I had been in years, as I was at uni as a mature student, I was making friends and being allowed to keep them, with no dictator behind me and my son was adorable.

My son without knowing it has been my rock for the last 18 years. Any time I felt down, I would stand back up on my feet for him, because none of it was of his making or his fault and I was the only one who could make it right.

[wolfie]

You can run but not hide
Whatever your troubles are they will follow you.
Yep .... the impulse would be there but you cant make your past disappear into oblivia.
It's but a fantasy

[muster]

I was in a crap marriage too, but my son was only 3 back then and I had to do what was best for him, so I grinned and beared it until I realised the marriage was unhealthy for him too. It back fired a little mind, as my ex was working away from home most of the time and after we officially split, he came back under the pretense of being clinically depressed, which he blamed me for entirely.

I did have to move location, but I did not move area, as it was important to keep a network of people that loved my son close to us and they were our support network. Thankfully my ex was not from my area and work took him else where again, so once he realised his plan to get me to change my mind was not working, off he went.

I actually was happier then than I had been in years, as I was at uni as a mature student, I was making friends and being allowed to keep them, with no dictator behind me and my son was adorable.

My son without knowing it has been my rock for the last 18 years. Any time I felt down, I would stand back up on my feet for him, because none of it was of his making or his fault and I was the only one who could make it right.

well i went from a sexless loveless marriage,in to the arms of a nympho,omg one extreme to the next,she was as mad as me,i was having laugh with her,sex drink ,and rock and roll,but i never loved her,and then a baby,gobsmacked.no love and having a baby,i stayed seven years,and now have two beautiful daughters,and on my own again lol

[Curvaceous Kate]

well i went from a sexless loveless marriage,in to the arms of a nympho,omg one extreme to the next,she was as mad as me,i was having laugh with her,sex drink ,and rock and roll,but i never loved her,and then a baby,gobsmacked.no love and having a baby,i stayed seven years,and now have two beautiful daughters,and on my own again lol

I'd have loved a daughter.

[Julius Caesar]

Well I'm off to foreign shores soon

[Ray]

Could never do it, kids mean everything,

who goes to the store and never comes back?u hear these stories a about people who went out for milk and never came home Do u ever feel like stepping out of your life and responsibilities? Not because of unhappiness but just boredom sometimes I'd love to get it into my head and ride out of town and see where I end up

[Julius Caesar]

Could never do it, kids mean everything,

Yes but if you have no choice ? Take a lot of the girls who work here in ireland they've left kids and family behind to provide for them for that I salute them

[Skeletor]

just to add this thread I started has nothing to do with suicide!

[Hank Scorpio]

Just watch this and go do it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyBFeT-jGgo