life is terrible

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hello everyone im new here.
im just wondering about visting escorts i am really shy and life cant be much worse for me.
im 21 for christs sake and im a virgin that aint very normal i feel the longer i keep waiting the tougher it gets, i dont feel human at times i just feel like a worthless human with no purpose in life, its just so damn tough!!
now i think the time has come for me to finally bite the bullet!!!!
all im asking is that im 21 years of age and would an escort see me at that age!! dont worry ladys im not a luntitic or anything just a shy 21 year old whos life cant get much worse than it is already. dont worry im really friendly person so you would have nothing to fear from me ladys the only thing you have to fear is getting me to talk
look sorry if i am being a bit of an idiot here people
but im just wondering would they still see me at 21 years of age and you dont have to worry about me being clean and am a really clean person and im really polite aswell and i think i have too much manners thats why im still at square 1 in life!!
i know you will probaly bite the head off me now for writing this thread, but i dont really care what all the haters will say cause if heard it all before, i cant walk out of my house without been called gay, so now in ireland if you dont have a girlfriend your all of a sudden called gay such a world we live in!!!!

and thanks agian for anyone that actually read this i just needed to get that out of my system!!

That is some first post, but I'm not sure how genuine it is.
Some of your comments are a little scary -

1) Being a virgin at 21 is probably a lot more normal than you would think.
A lot of young people bend the truth when it comes to their sexual experience,
so you shouldn't consider that you are not normal.

2) I can understand young guys being nervous about losing their virginity, but
visiting an escort is, in my mind, a great way to get experience.

3) If every 21 year old guy was considered gay because they didn't have a girlfriend
then there would be an awful lot of 'gay' guys in the world.

I think escorts seeing this thread would be worried about your sanity, as am I, if you are genuine.

I think you need to deal with your own self worth, but I don't think that is a service the ladies here provide.

Talk to someone (family, friends) about what you wrote here and sort your head out.

You're not a worthless human being.