bad times

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I havent had any very bad experiences and genuinely really enjoy what i do,the only thing that would make me want to give up sometimes is the fear of my family and friends finding out and that it would upset them and the fact that im riddled with guilt from constantly lying to them!!!i live a double life! but in saying that, its not that strong a feeling that im willing to give up lol!!!

Hi Alex, True what you said, but guilt is what we make of it. If you feel its ok, then its a different story. But dont all of us, life a double life sometimes?