royaler (18-06-11)
sperminater (18-06-11)
dr love (18-06-11)
sperminater (18-06-11)
Wow Sperminator! First off, if you go you will be sadly missed on this forum! It is always great to read your contributions. However, I can totally see where you are coming from. I know that I'm lagging a good bit behind you regarding my time and contributions here but so much of what you've written above is mirrored in my life as I'm sure it is in the lives of many of the guys. I have left my wife recently after many years of marriage. Main reason it lasted so long was because I didn't have the guts to get out when I should have, prefering instead to 'paper over the cracks', act 'normal', for the sake of the kids, etc,etc. All the time sinking deeper and deeper into unhappiness. Ironically in the end my wife stood up to the mark and told me to go - and I went as meek as a lamb!! Now its such a limbo but E-I and the wonderful ladies I have met, particularly one beautiful lady have helped to brighten an otherwise dark time.
The description of your week is so familiar - work, home, sleep (if I can!), work, home, sleep all the time interspersed with thought of the beautiful escorts, and as I say one in particular. The problem? Not having a clue how to deal with and talk about my emotions! Its almost as if I automatically decide how somebody is going to react to my story and decide to say nothing or else say what I think the want to hear!
Look, I know I am rambling something fierce, but your post is so brilliantly honest that I just had to write something. The initial motivation to write was to try and say something to help you out or make you feel better but I just started talking about myself again.
I think its going to be very hard for you when your bundle of joy departs and its so obvious that its tearing your heart apart. I really feel for you there mate, because if you are like me, she probably provided you with a happiness that you yearned for all these years. I can understand your sadness too and its feckin desperate.
But hey listen, whether you leave the site altogether or 'dip in or out', I wish you all the very best and try to keep that strong chin up!
JAMESCORK (18-06-11), patty (18-06-11), sperminater (18-06-11)
sperminater (18-06-11)
Another great post as well Royaler. Thats the beauty of this forum, you can express yourselves on here and know there are like minded people nearby.
Come in she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm "
royaler (18-06-11)
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royaler (18-06-11)
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