Im out of here..........

[Rodney69]

Hey Sperminator, sounds like maybe you just need a break from it for a while. Take time out, and then see how you feel. You may just get the buzz back, and if not then you know it's time to stop.

When you're favorites start to retire it's hard. but all good things come to an end at some stage.

And if you're really determined to stop, then you should really go out with a bang - your last meal: Amber, Ciara and Layla :-)

[EnglishAlex]

Sperminater I wish you the best of luck in whatever you decide to do and hope the sadness you feel subsides x

It sounds like you need to do something for yourself that doesn't involve being intimate with anybody. Maybe go for a genuine massage (in a wellbeing center - not the type that involves a happy ending) to destress your good self. When things are tough for me that's what I do and find that Im then relaxed enough to sleep and not think too much about stuff in general.

Sometimes there is a very strong connection in a client/escort meeting, you're a very lucky man to have had such an encounter. I'd recommend trying to focus on the laughs, pleasure and fun you had rather than using the best appointment as a yard stick by which to measure how unsatisfying your real life can be.

Thinking of you mate, take good care of yourself xxx

[sperminater]

Hay guys that's what I love about this site true people that can talk about anything
Cheers

[ksteve]

Let me set the week out for you last Friday I go and see my wee favourite stayed over an hour fantastic time big grin on my face but you have to close that door. Now I'm married like most of us here so you can go out have the crac but go back to your boring life day in day out (no I do have fun in life but that sparkle snit there) so Saturday get up early drink in the evening go to bed late. Sunday same surfed the net bit of crac on the forum go to bed late. Monday get up go to work book an escort ( a very nice one) but not my favourite had a good time but realised my mind was elsewhere. Tuesday get up early go to work stay up late. Wednsday get up early work stay up late have a few drinks go outside watch the moon and say to myself what fuck am I doing with my life????? Thursday I'm not going to bore you with that. FRIDAY drive through the town see my bundle of joy twice in passing head wreaked that I can't have it she's leaving not to return for a while ( not in the rule book ) Give her a call talk for 35 min laugh joke talk now that's a nice feeling. But I can't meet up im just to busy
Go home start drinking early mates call over do you want to go out for pints yep out the door
Call my sweetheart to meet up no prob go and see to discover I ain't the man I thaugh I was I'm hooked in something that can never be that you can upset this person There emotional
also you can punt all you want but all good things come to an end it's been a rollacoster a rocket but I dont want to see anyone else anymore I've had some great times some fantastic ladies but none like my bundle of joy and it's come to an end I couldent even performe last night (first time for that never ever happened before) I'm just too sad!!! So I really have to go leave the life I'm not cut out for this I've had 2 hrs sleep wrote this 3 times but it keeps crashing but I'm going to go back to my fuckn boring life and bring with mr the memory of my beautiful sexy bundle if joy see you guys I might pop my head in and out of the boards from time to time

Hi S -- you lost me a bit there ?

[sperminater]

Hi S -- you lost me a bit there ?

Yea lost myself too sorry a bit heavy for a Saturday morning

[brian twiggs]

the majority of us who use escorts want to stop, especially those who have a partner, ure doing the right thing.. i just wish i was at your stage. hopefully someday..?

[ksteve]

the majority of us who use escorts want to stop, especially those who have a partner, ure doing the right thing.. i just wish i was at your stage. hopefully someday..?

If I wanted to stop I would ! To be able to book such lovely women is a luxury not to be missed out on.

[doodlebug]

the majority of us who use escorts want to stop, especially those who have a partner, ure doing the right thing.. i just wish i was at your stage. hopefully someday..?

I admire your honesty, and would suggest you take yourself to his stage mentally if you want to stop...stopping seeing doesn't necessarily stop all the chat and forum fun. Good luck with whatever you decide.

[Cindy Forever]

Let me set the week out for you last Friday I go and see my wee favourite stayed over an hour fantastic time big grin on my face but you have to close that door. Now I'm married like most of us here so you can go out have the crac but go back to your boring life day in day out (no I do have fun in life but that sparkle snit there) so Saturday get up early drink in the evening go to bed late. Sunday same surfed the net bit of crac on the forum go to bed late. Monday get up go to work book an escort ( a very nice one) but not my favourite had a good time but realised my mind was elsewhere. Tuesday get up early go to work stay up late. Wednsday get up early work stay up late have a few drinks go outside watch the moon and say to myself what fuck am I doing with my life????? Thursday I'm not going to bore you with that. FRIDAY drive through the town see my bundle of joy twice in passing head wreaked that I can't have it she's leaving not to return for a while ( not in the rule book ) Give her a call talk for 35 min laugh joke talk now that's a nice feeling. But I can't meet up im just to busy
Go home start drinking early mates call over do you want to go out for pints yep out the door
Call my sweetheart to meet up no prob go and see to discover I ain't the man I thaugh I was I'm hooked in something that can never be that you can upset this person There emotional
also you can punt all you want but all good things come to an end it's been a rollacoster a rocket but I dont want to see anyone else anymore I've had some great times some fantastic ladies but none like my bundle of joy and it's come to an end I couldent even performe last night (first time for that never ever happened before) I'm just too sad!!! So I really have to go leave the life I'm not cut out for this I've had 2 hrs sleep wrote this 3 times but it keeps crashing but I'm going to go back to my fuckn boring life and bring with mr the memory of my beautiful sexy bundle if joy see you guys I might pop my head in and out of the boards from time to time

If you need talk with someone and want trust me just PM or TEXT/RING to me.(I am escort but any way human) I wish after good sleep you feel better.

[sperminater]

Cheers Cindy x