The last time

[Morpheus]

So I have finally come to the conclusion that this inst really for me after all!!!

I have just seen an escort in Dublin and it wouldn't really be fair to review her because I think my disappointment would be based more on how I feel than how she "performed" or looked.

Each time I have come away after visiting an escort I have always had a slightly strange feeling in the pit of my stomach. I now realize that punting isn't for me, I think I might need a slightly deeper connection to stop me feeling guilty. Now that's not say I have a moral objection to girls offering the service or to guys using escorts. I just don't feel right about it for me. So best of luck guys and ladies.

I gave it a shot anyhow!!

You're very honest Scouser. Nothing daft about you!

I think being honest with oneself is one of the most important and yet one of the hardest things to do. You seem to have a good handle on it. If punting isn't for you then it just isn't. You gave it an honest shot and at least you know.

I presume you have tried seeing a few different escorts? I don't mean to deter you from your decision but before you give up entirely just be sure that you have given it a proper chance. There are a couple of girls that I've seen (and keep seeing) that make me feel on top of the world (both before, during and after the encounter). They did take a little finding though. And reviews by trusted reviewers were very helpful in this regard.

All in all if you've made your decision after careful consideration - I wish you all the best. Once again, well done on the self honesty front. Its something all of us can work on.