Originally Posted by
westside
Yes folks its so true. Paws went on and on and West said very little if anything. You know there comes a time in everyones life when they say to themselves " what the fuck are you doing??". "That is the q i asked myself tonight. Hold on West? Whats the fuckin point??"
I said that to myself tonight and several times. West "what the fuck are you doing". Wasting good time on here.
I came here in Dec 2006 with a promise to myself that if i can stay here for a good while without making a booking then i can turn my back on what i think was a crutch i didnt need in my life.
I left my last booking with an escort (which was a great one at that) with the intentions of never looking back. I have seen this shit both sides. I have being into escorts, have being with escorts in my own private life. I stood by in 2005 and watched a nice ,sweet lady literally destroy herself by working on the street.
To cut to the chase, Silo asked "is West gay, is he not tempted by these lovely ladies here?" Of course i am but i will never look back.
Its not nice when your own father says to you "youll kill yourself or somone else the way your going". I unfortunatly didnt get the chance to show him but owe it to myself to try.
As far as im concerned ive beaten this shit and have no future here. Next up is to sort sort addiction to strength drugs.
So there you go, sorry to dissapoint you Paws and Doom but i needed to stand back. To me its a little,small but at least a step to control over shit. In any case i see this forum brawl shit go on and on in lifting forums i use.
I did find it amusing Paws when you stated that you lived in"town" where ever the hell that is and you "used" to drink here or there. Say what you want here because trust me when i say i wont see it. Its irrelevent to me. The forum is irrelevent to me from this out.
Nice yapping to everyone. Had a good laugh and if i made anyone smile then it was worth being around.
Just in case your wondering ,yep this is the real bye bye. In any fuckin case i need to get my elbow fixed up.
Being honest here left me wide open to be called everything up to a liar. Fair enough ,think what you want but at the end of the day ,ive nothing to hide. Have you???
Westside.
Let the boredom begin................................................................
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