official post:
I really wish I could, Lucy...I love him so much.
In Private with Lucy:
to tell you the truth...he hasnt gone down on me ever since I slept with Jamescork....
He says he has no hard feelings about the incident and that hes still in love with me (blah blah blah)...but I know for sure he he is lying / having an affair. You should've heard some of his cover stories. 'I'm sleeping over at my accountant's'- I mean, what is that? Please!
Sometimes I feel like it’s all been done
Sometimes I feel like I’m all alone
Sometimes I wanna change everything I’ve ever done
Too tired to fight and yet too scared to run
xxx
Monica