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I dont wish to pry, BUT, may I be so bold as to ask why you now wish to make such a change.

Certainly its everyones perogative to do as they wish but as you are one of the more interesting and thoughtful members of EI I'm more curious than usual to your status change.

I do hope that I am not being too personal or invasive.

If I am I apologise.

Very pertinent question Alec and there is no way your curiosity can offend me

I am not sure if anybody remember a posting I had at the beginning of this year, where I said this might be my last year as an escort. I have never seen escorting as a long time job for me anyway.

Hopefully I don't sound like a cliche when I'm saying that I used to love my job and meeting people and I gave everyone I met the most attention I was able to give at the time. However, around last October I started to notice that my extremmely good intentions are not always appreciated and the more I give, the more I am expected to give.

My drop in prices was a mistake. I had plenty of clients then but I wanted to take a more popular approach, showing that I understand there is a recession going on. Since I did that, I have been asked countless time for discounts and extra discounts in a very offending way. I have been stood up counless time as well. Even some people that I knew and trusted stood me up a few times, without any consideration. I still had my good clients and I was able to live comfortably but in a way the frustration got to me and it was harder and harder to give a nice guy a wonderful time after 10 other just annoyed the hell out of me that day.

One single time so far, but I managed to make a regular client not to call to me anymore. You know the type, nice guy, polite, always in time, always taking a shower, happy to have a long foreplay ... He has caught me in a very bad time and I was very suprised to see a rather nasty side of me that I wasn't aware.

At the moment, for me escorting = 90% of the time frustation. I don't want to continue to do a job while I feel like this, it is not fair for all the nice clients out there.

Erotic massages are a tone down from full escorting. No more requirments to act like a girlfrind or an porn video.
It is still intimate but a little less involvment.

Of course, that mens less money for me. Probably considerably less but once I can pay my bills for a while I am not complaining.

When and if I will "cure" myself, I may come back to full time escorting but this is not a guarantee yet, if the massages are productive, I will continue to do them for longer.

P.S. I also have a good business idea in regard to massages. I have applied for a 2 year course in Complementary Health Therapies. While I'm studying (a long way from accounting I may add ), I could register as a masseur and work legally, either as a cover for erotic massages (shame on me ), either as an actual Massage Therapists. I just love paying taxes if that means I don't have to be afraid to open my own door to someone new