You can always unilaterally give up the badge. I don't see why refs from escorts is laughable. They are the ones who actually saw them. Do they not get a say or input as to who is seen as trustworthy? Its far better to have both sides having an input, they are the ones being judged everyday so only fair anyone wanting a badge also has to undergo a little scrutiny.
Posting this as a poster btw and not a mod. I have no wish or interest to be involved with who gets what. I ruled myself out many weeks ago. Only asking why Escorts input is seen as laughable.