Went to see an escort a week ago and had such a bad experience i dont think i will ever visit another, I got a look of such distain and disgust as she saw me naked that i dont think i will ever feel the same.
Im no fool none of the escorts i have met wanted to have sex with me but this girl actually looked repulsed by me. Ive visited escorts for one reason I suffer from fordyce spots which are little white bumps on your scrotum penis and sometimes lips they are genetic and completely unrelated to any std and i didnt even realise they were out of place till an escort pointed them out to me as ive always had them i generally find escorts quite understanding and much more easy going than your average girl with these, but before this girl even saw my penis she looked at me like i was a leper right now i couldn't hate myself anymore and i cant decide whether i can really give this up i dont have the confidence to try pull because im too afraid of what your average girl might say but i dont want to be a hermit. Im not lookin for advice or anything just wanted to get my thoughts out there, but if you think you could share some wisdom feel free to reply