just watching a couple today made me wonder if I will ever be like them again, holding hands they were looking into each others eyes so in love, I used to love that with my ex fiancee I'd look into her eyes hold her hand tight & tell her how much I loved her she'd respond saying she is 'the luckiest girl in the world' to have found someone like me:
as I watched this couple today as she rubbed his face & put her fingers through his hair it reminded me of the lovely anti clockwise circular motions my ex fiancee used to make as she rubbed my face play with my hair & blow into my ear she'd hate me talking to any other women she'd get upset & jealous I reassured her that she was the 'only one'
words cannot express the grief one feels when one loses love its been a few years since but the wounds remain , think I'll watch the match in the Clarion tonight
'the hottest love has the coldest end'-ep
nice being in love though isn't it?