I don't think your gay either. Your just confused like Luther said. You don't know what you want as you haven't experienced either one. Why don't you book yourself a female escort first of all. Go for one that is very well reviewed and has been on the scene for a while. If she doesn't do it for you book yourself an appointment with a male escort. I've noticed at times theres male escorts who see bi-curious or straight clients. You don't have to do anything your uncomfortable with. Start off with a massage and see where it takes you. If he doesn't get you aroused and you realsised you made a mistake get to hell out and run as fast as you can