Exactly how I see it.
Exactly how I see it.
Dieve (10-11-23), IrishSarahBarra (10-11-23)
AmorInfinito8 (10-11-23), AngelsFan (10-11-23)
AmorInfinito8 (10-11-23), IrishSarahBarra (10-11-23)
Hey, I love all the replies. Food for thought.
Stephanie (10-11-23)
AngelsFan (10-11-23)
Am I addicted? I don’t think so or that could be denial. Planning a meet compulsively is probably a red flag and I have been guilty of that. I just went through some severe anxiety about my behaviour and was confronted with the worst case scenario happening.That’s a frightening thing. I still feel that it is something I was going to get out of my system. I do appreciate the will power point. I like the idea of weaning off rather than cold turkey and seize the moment when it feels it’s over. I need to prove to myself over weeks and few months that I can control it and ultimately stop. In my situation I don’t want to think this is something I can normalise in the long term. Might work for some. Appreciate the engagement.
can only really speak for myself but sure many others had the same adrenaline/thrill for the first year or two, where was on a visit to a few different girls a week. like a kid in a candy shop, I did begin to think I had prob. but the thrill/adrenaline wore off , just a reg. or two or three would do me now,
life developed different ave's too
not sure if that helps but good luck on your journey whatever you choose to do
AmorInfinito8 (10-11-23), IAmLIAm (10-11-23), Rachel Divine (10-11-23), Stephanie (10-11-23), TommyH123 (10-11-23)
Great post, sums up my past, present and future in one paragraph.
The candy shop effect wore off about a year ago and now I’m happy enough with my “monthly girlfriend”
I’d rather have one guaranteed 5 star meet per month than any number of random “meh” ones.
variety is grand but I know what I have and I think that’s really important.
AmorInfinito8 (10-11-23), dublindweller (10-11-23), IAmLIAm (10-11-23), Scrumhalf9 (12-11-23), Stephanie (10-11-23), Thoreau (14-11-23)
I worked a welding job in my teens. The bathroom in this place had three stalls and each of them had a massive overflowing stack of some of the most German porn mags I've ever seen in my life. I remember one evening at end of shift rolling up a couple of the mags and shoving them down my leg to smuggle home for a proper look.
The next morning I came in early and put them back in the pile and swore to myself I'd never have sex.
IAmLIAm (11-11-23)