Depressed as ever

[Forceuser]

Good to know ☺️�� thanks

well,i suppose to be fair,i do tend to forget to take into account that not everyone is as much a
cynical arsehole as i am lol

so apologies if i came across as rude to some genuine concerned posters here

[kayfay]

I've problems of my own an I don't give a fuck about you and yours.

https://www.escort-ireland.com/board...14#post1873814

https://www.escort-ireland.com/board...rd-earned-cash

https://www.escort-ireland.com/board...31#post2070131

I have been scammed in the past but who hasn't, I have dodged payiing my taxes and I have splashed out money on insurance and expensive presents for escorts too, money means less and less to me now, its certainly not make you happy

[annabel taylor]

This is the worst thing to say to someone suffering depression
If only was so easy to go look on the bright side...
Your mind fights u all time and if u have anexity with it its just fucked up

[kayfay]

Food for thought but maybe he's genuine

Its genuine and I do suffer from servere Depression, suffering as mant years and I mentioned some time ago about when driving home about how to end it all but making it out to be an accident, I still think look at places like bridges, trees and lakes close to the road about getting the car up to speed so it would be quick, I wouldnt want to hurt another person on the road but constantly thinking about this, its not something I can control as its just takes over, I am sure others have these thoughts here too and I know during Therapy sessions theres alot like this, you do have good days but you most are bad

[kayfay]

We are living in an era, where help is available and easy to get with a few clicks on the Internet, but you need to take the first step letting someone know

the internet is the worse place for help I found
I'm on my second Psychiatrist this year so far but not alot good they are, the medication helps a little though at controlling it but you go through alot of espisodes you can't control.

Just the morning I anwered the door and it was TV licence guy, forgot about it and told him I never watch it as depressing and so that true, I'm on porn sites and escorts sites and walking the dog most other times.

[Paulstevens]

Food for thought but maybe he's genuine

I'm a bit confused by this, but nevertheless, mental health issues are very serious. I've thought about the lone driver, single vehicle "accident" but in all fairness it's not an option. Everybody would know it wasn't an accident, statistics show a very high percentage are suicide anyhow
I have a good idea how you feel, so look at the positives in life, even write them, down and focus on them
It's amazing when you look at the glass being half full rather than half empty, it can change your perspective

[Dub Lad]

All I would say is relying on Escorts is not a good idea at all, you need to find happiness in yourself and also some perspective in life.

[Mrbean76]

I'm a bit confused by this, but nevertheless, mental health issues are very serious. I've thought about the lone driver, single vehicle "accident" but in all fairness it's not an option. Everybody would know it wasn't an accident, statistics show a very high percentage are suicide anyhow
I have a good idea how you feel, so look at the positives in life, even write them, down and focus on them
It's amazing when you look at the glass being half full rather than half empty, it can change your perspective

It's impossible to know who's genuine here and who isn't, that's all I'm saying

[kayfay]

I'm a bit confused by this, but nevertheless, mental health issues are very serious. I've thought about the lone driver, single vehicle "accident" but in all fairness it's not an option. Everybody would know it wasn't an accident, statistics show a very high percentage are suicide anyhow
I have a good idea how you feel, so look at the positives in life, even write them, down and focus on them
It's amazing when you look at the glass being half full rather than half empty, it can change your perspective

Just because we are suicidal doesn't mean we are not respectful to others and want to destroy their life, I never once thought of ever doing that, the coming home at night or early morning when very few on road is what I always thought off really, still do, long straight of road, straight through the fence and into nearby lake, at that time no one to save you either.
People think you just snap, snap decision and you just do it but its not, its always preying on your mind but there no intention of hurting other road users or anyone,
Everyone is different and affected in different ways, I lost a Friend, in fact lost good few mates to suicide, lost this one many years ago and she was looking about for a week for a place to do it as her jeep was spotted in some very secluded places, we didnt know but knew she was depressed but hung herself, an awful sight and family in bits, she was in her twenties

[kayfay]

All I would say is relying on Escorts is not a good idea at all, you need to find happiness in yourself and also some perspective in life.

but what have you then, no lady going to take you on and put up with the insecurity, unreliability and mood swings all the time and who can blame them, at least with an escort its only for an hour or overnight.
Theyre the one good thing in my life and what I look forward to, have got it right at last now and enjoy it for what it is