Fighting self doubt

[Mr Sweet Guy]

Now when is thing in life.
Where you say enough is enough and can't fight your self doubt no more.
I have travel lot of places in world, Seem good and bad thing in Escort business.

Everyone has self doubt about thing, but know when to act on it.
I had these self doubt for a while now, and like everything you grow tired.
Like if you in same job 24/7 and it eventually wear you down.
But you keep going but only so much a mind can take.

For me now and especially in my last few meeting with Ladies, I have been fighting with my self doubt more.
And my self doubt is winning.
I just feel rotten with guilt and can't enjoy myself.
I enjoy their company with Lady, but when it come to Sex It different story.
I just can't enjoy it with them as I feel they really not enjoy it and keep asking are you sure.
Stupid I know as it not hard to tell if Lady enjoy your company or not.

One Stunning Blond Lady keep getting piss off when I ask hmmm 7-8 times

But you can't switch off self doubt, and honesty I think it be there from my very first punt.
It nightmare as it does affect your meeting, being shy and nervous doesn't help either.

I just can't relax in their company.
Over 5 years in punting business I should be a pro now, but feel like a newbie
Chat no problem, but intimate side is nightmare as self doubt creep in.
Just feel guilty getting intimate, as I always said how do we really know the Lady I with is truly happy in my company.
Answer we don't as who to say she force or pressure into it by pimp.

Maybe I need a break after next week meetings.

Any one else feel self doubt, or say no I perfectly alright and have no issue with being in company of beautiful Ladies.
To which I can enjoy chat and intimate without feeling guilty.

[Mr Sweet Guy]

Thanks you to the person who send me nice reputation comment
Yes your comment make lot of sense, and it is part of my reason why I post this thread up.
Very valid and honest opinion you said.
Thanks again to that Lady or Gent who send it Yes it is something that feel like that to.
I will have to address that issue and see how outcome goes.
But will say everyone can change their mind and make right decision, as it never too late till it happen or started.

Cheers and thanks for your opinion

[Mr Sweet Guy]

What are you doubting? That they want to be there with you? Of course they don't. That's why you're paying them.

Its a service, just enjoy it for what it is. I guarantee they're not sitting there over analyzing their time with you, so why do it to yourself.

I think you just answer the question everyone didn't want to hear and brutal honest truth.
You see that why self doubt as conscience tell you that.

[F-Dub]

Go off and get some exercise to boost your mood.

Stop seeking validation and approval from woman. They are a emotional mess themselves half the time.

Cut out that neediness and there be a lot less self doubt
and sweet guy threads.

[Mr Sweet Guy]

What?

The same blond goddess your always going on about?

Too much of a good thing?

Nah!

You need to diversify.

Meeting new girls is what for me make make life interesting.

Shit dude I had to go mental diversity to be not bored!

Who ever believeth in me shall never die, IDF.

I do diversify with different Ladies Irishdeltaforce. But it been there long before I met her the Blond Stunner, and she not to blame.
Like everything it creep up or build up over time.
I do like to diversify with cars and see new places.
You do get bored in one area to long and travel Gent I am, it hard to be in relationship to near impossible

[EnglishAlex]

Stop seeking validation and approval from woman. They are a emotional mess themselves half the time.

Really. Half of the time, women are an emotional mess? Kleenex all over the place. I don't think so. Maybe the women in your own life are emotional wrecks but women in general are not.

sweet guy, this is meant to be a fun pastime, nothing more, its a career for the ladies, nothing more, stop micro managing every appointment or you'll just kill what its all about, I'm a bag of nerves when I meet a lady but after that its just fun fun fun for an hour.

I really like this post.

An appointment should be two people being in the moment. When the guys mind is elsewhere and he's worrying all the time it ruins the moment.

Just, be. x

[EnglishAlex]

Take up rock climbing ._.Self doubts are not an option ._.Consequence,splat._._.._..It simplifies the confusion.stop worrying about your perception of others view of you._._._or i have a plant which has healing powers much love

Baking also helps

[annabel taylor]

Baking also helps

Sterlization would also be recommended

[EnglishAlex]

Sterlization would also be recommended

I'd sterilize most people, you know this

[EnglishAlex]

Blueberry and bergamot muffin,banana schoo ,caramel swirls ._.._.See what you have done._.I shall give them cake

You're a bad, bad person. It all sounds too delicious and I want the lot. I regret starting it now.