I thought it was one of QPHs posts there for a minute

Seriously though your in a situation that's a no win one for you. Your family should come first. It's not worth risking it all and then be left with nothing. By the sounds of your post it's you that has feelings for her more than she has for you. As you said if she would see you after she finishes escorting she said we'll see. She's giving you more attention than any escort you've known before. It may be that's the way she is with a few clients. How do you know your not the only one who gets the reduced rates and extra time. She may also tell them things about herself and make them feel special. I've met a few escorts who have told me their real name and things about them.Your making a big mistake falling for her. She's an escort and a very good one by the sounds of it. The very good escorts make you feel special and it's easy to fall into trap of developing feelings for them.But you should just see it for what it is and enjoy it. An occasional visit to an escort you enjoy spending time with. It's not worth risking losing your family over this.