So why not just leave it where it's at , and traipse off into a carefree (possible collaring free) existence !?
As a young man , and you say you pull , bug off kid lol
!!
Go have romance and falling in love and counting swans on the Canal as you hold hands and lean in for a kiss
!
Ever so sweet ,
and to be had while you still have the whiff of innocence off you -- the rest , all this , can have later : if wish xx
*but yeah , coulda shoulda picked better , and the One Time with an Established Girl --- but then , you'd be stuck
wanting more and more , forever more ! : if you had picked more carefully , there are experiences that civvie life
will rarely - if Ever ! - match ! : But leave that as a dream , as a wistful wish of 'never will'
! X
Go , find a nice girl to fall in love with
, and Teach Eachother ! , how and what and why and what feels good etc.