Q1: Yes, Ive done it.
Q2: Yes, Ive done it.
Many years ago, when I was young and naive I fell for a blue-eyed, black-haired minx from Prague while I was working their one summer. In the past she had worked as a stripper, and was upfront about that period of her life on the first night we met. I didnt care. Im not the jealous type. And she was gorgeous. None of you would have cared either, trust me.
We started "dating" and things got serious, or at least they did for me. It eventually transpired that she continued dating other guys while we were seeing one another. Again, I didnt really get too worked up because I figured we hadnt agree to be exclusive, and, our relationship was going good. Thats what i told myself.
I eventually got suspicious when she went away to Dubai for a trip out of the blue. When I asked her, she reluctantly admitted she would go on dates with older guys for money, and act as a hostess at casinos and clubs and stuff.
This sounded somewhat reasonable to my young brain, and I stayed with her. I gradually realised that the frequency of the dates were increasing and that she basically an escort. It sounds so dumb but it took me over a month or so to come to that conclusion. By that stage I was falling in love. She felt something for me too. But she also loved the money. I was working as a bar man at the time and couldnt offer her much. She wanted more.
We ended things before they got too messy. I loved her. It left me fucked up for a while. It was jealousy, per se, but the thought of her sucking 3 guys dicks in dubai was difficult to...swallow (bad pun). What bothered me more, was her being intimate with them, sharing laughter, hugging, god knows what else. AND, the fear that they clearly had way more money than I.
Would I do it again?
Yes, perhaps. But trust me guys, some of you are naive. It is a kinda fucked up experience to go through when feelings get involved. I still think of her and wonder what might have been.
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