HI Cherry and I am so glad to hear you turn toward light and living a happier life as no one deserve going through depression as bad and dark day where like be in room with light off or walking in dark tunnel and no end to it...
And your right as first sign is time to deal with it as I thought drinking would ease the pain but it only made it worse...
And one Lady a close friend who went through hell to help me and she never ask for anything in return but last year I surprised her and friend as I pay for 10 night all inclusive to New York for Christmas season...
And now I too live a happier life as travel a lot to different country to for business and pleasure....
So Cherry enjoy having fun here and each day you Cherry get to meet new people and old friends...
Good Luck and by the way love your pictures Hottie....