Maybe because i m bisexual
I had a friend back at home........
Her husband cheated constantly with all the girls he could cheat with......
EEEEveryone knew except from her,as noone was telling her..........including me..........
When some girl opened mouth,who actually was her (wife's) student,it caused divorce,lots of hurt and left 2 nice kids without father.
So,that s why i m thinking the way i m thinking...........
Even if it does happen,and my hubby do cheat,i prefer that one who find out is me not someone out there,at least i m not going to look fool,and our inner problems we can sort at home not in public...........
.....................even to my previous bf i said-he can cheat as long he don't make babies,dont bring me a 'present',and as long i dont see,feel,smell,notice.
Spoiled him too much,................than i found blonde hair,than i found unused condom in pocket while moving apartment,than i called most often used number................
............................and then i told to fuck off................................
at least i knew what i did it for