Spreading rumours? Nope, it's not a rumour, it's the truth. You made a mistake, as you usually do. I also have all of your emails, your reviews are public knowledge and can also be linked, and I'm sure anyone with half a brain can google your old name to compare your posts.
You would be as well to go away and get the help you need. If you can't do that, then do the next best thing and start again. Your petty little vendettas matter only to one person..you.