Hi. I am really struggling with depression can anyone recommend a good professional in or around dublin?

Ive tried a few before but they seem fake. More intetested in writing their books and taking the money.
I get panic attacks and nervous and really really down like theres no hope.
Im on anti d's. Could be for life. I should be happy as i have a lot. House job great kids. If it wasnt for them id think whats the point.
My mother killed herself when i was a kid and my father was a bastard . He even broke my arm once and i have a big permanment scar where he bottled me. His mental tortue was the worse though it waa like living hell home and school. Been a long time now and i must find peace.

Thanks for listening