Calm down.
I have read a lot & thought about the infamous "list".
I can only conclude that it exists.
It's probably fallen into some scummy journo's hands & he will do nothing with it.
On investigation he'll discover that it contains numbers of men from the whole cross-section of society. Yes, including fellow journos, celebs. politicians, gardai etc. He'll not publish or disclose any info. on it because he'll know there'll be a whole heap of shit coming down on him. I know of 1 very senior FF politician who used to visit a small knocking shop in D.4. I witnessed him coming out & inside one of the girls confirmed that he was a regular. These guys don't spend a lifetime building their empire only to let some back-street hack to tear it all down.
The other, more dangerous, possibility is for some scumbag to get hold of it & try to extort money from punters. These people are vultures & if they sense fear they'll go for the jugular. If they get sense that you don't care they'll dial the next no.
If the gardai get a hold of it I can't see them doing anything with it. They'll discover exactly what the hack did & realise there's a whole can of worms that would be best left closed. Anyway a no. on a list does not constitute evidence.
This is just my tuppence worth but storms & teacups come to mind.
"I don't want to go to heaven. None of my friends are there."
Oscar Wilde