Well last Friday we decided to throw the Christmas party and after being clean and sober for so long I fell off the wagon.
It started Friday night we done the usual meal and partying after. If only it stopped there. We ended going back to
a friends apartment with a big bag of the white stuff, pills and weed and of course the jack daniels.
Im not joking we didn't sleep all weekend. We were back out drinking all day saturday and back to the after party
again Saturday and sunday night.
The lads ended up ringing Escorts and they turned up but they actually looked like streetwalkers to me and I don't
remember ever seeing them advertise on here. They stayed most of the weekend and were nice enough girls but not
I think I got to bed Monday morning around 11:00am. It was a great weekend but now
I feel like shit. Woke up at some stage I cant really remember when but the feeling you get when your coming down
is brutal. I didn't eat all week just laying in bed feeling like shit.
I think the feeling of regret and embarrassment after being clean so long and having a lapse like this is nearly worse then
Don't do drugs its not worth it.