Enuf Is Enuf!!

[DollyDarling]

Would you like to know how sick and devestated I am of all these threats and harassment? A blog? a continuing deadline? conditions that keep changing? Accusations towards me tho I'm across the wide ocean? Snooping into my private affairs and international businesses? Threatening to harass my American friends that never even set a foot in Ireland?
Conditions were made by you, and I met them, yet your harassment continues. You asked me to publicly apologize, and this I did do. You asked me to ask Liz to apologize, and I have asked her to several times. I did my part in asking her to apologize. What decision she makes is hers and not me having any control in that. I am not her puppeteer! I do not pull the strings of her actions and words. She is her own person, as I am my own person. And we are individuals who have never even met each other. I dont know Liz and Liz does not know me. Why have we been linked together as "partners in crime"? I have tried to be kind to everyone on this site. I have tried to treat everyone fairly and equal. I have not made fun of you or your demands, I have taken your threats serious, and tried to apologize as soon as you demanded it of me.

I was under anesthesia on Tuesday, and was sad when I woke up. It was so peaceful to just be forced to rest and have a forced break from all your threats and harassement. I have even thrown away my pain killers, as I would prefer to be feeling explainable physical pain, rather then the daily fear of being threatened by a cyber bully. Pre-surgery/Post-surgery, I have Not been allowed a moment of peace. I cannot rest. I cannot even lie on the surgeons table without fearing this person who has picked me out of a hat, who is dreaming daily up his next post on a blog. I would not wish this agony on anyone. No one should ever have to endure a cyber stalker, that interferes in their daily life, even to the point where they cannot prepare or rest after surgery.

Do you not see how unfair this is? I am in another country. I am not in Ireland. I have not caused trouble for any escorts. I have not sided with anyone. I have not set in motion any chaos. I only came to this site, in hopes of making some friends. It is clear, it has been a dangerous mistake on my part to assume good luck could come from being here. All I want to be left alone. I want to recover in peace from my surgery. I want to just pull the blanket over me, and let the nurses put on salve and bandages. Please, leave me alone. I dont want anymore phone calls, blogs about me, threats, conditions, warnings telling me they are going to get me and my friends. Just PLEASE leave me alone. I have nothing to do with ANY scandal, slandering, or negativity here. Leave me off your blog, as I never was to be involved in any scandal. I dont know the Spanish girls. I never even heard of them 'till all of a sudden there was a talk on someone saying someone was ugly. I dont think anyone is ugly for fucks sake! We are all beautiful in the eyes of God. And I dont take sides. I just want to be left alone.

I am begging all of you to just leave me alone. You are even picking on innocent friends of mine in America! Who never did anything bad to anyone.

Enough is enough! You have proven your points! You are not to be messed with. And I am not messing with you. Just leave me alone. Nurse is telling me to get off the computer. Nurse is telling me to stop stressing and crying. Nurse tells me I will not lose my swelling and stitches wont heal, if I dont stop feeling so nervous and start resting.

What more can I beg of you? I am a good person. And this is so out of hand, I can not even imagine how a person could pursue me like this, wishing me harm and sabotage.

Can you not just take what I have to say to heart? I am pleading with you to leave me alone. To forget me. I have taken down my website. I have not visited or posted here all week. I am only posting here to beg you to stop harassing me. And now I will be off this site. See that you won. And forget me. I do not want to fight. I do not want to stress. I just want to go to sleep and let the nurses take care of me.

God bless, tho you meant me harm, I wish no harm on you. Just please find love and forgiveness in yourselves, and see that I am not a bad person, and never EVER wished bad on anyone.

Please let this be done. Please let this be done and over and let me be forgotten.

Dolly