Might be a little bit of a controversial question around here, I guess because, most guys will want to take the "alpha" response and give it, "hell no - it's awesome!!", and secondly, escorts may not be in favor of it cause, clients questioning their use of them, is not exactly encouraging good business.
Hell maybe E-I would frown on this topic also, cause the escorts business is their business.
But taking them things and putting them aside, to try and encourage some more genuine well thought out answers...
Speaking for myself, when I was growing up, I never IMAGINED I would ever pay for sex, and thought that was only for the degenerates of society and/or guys that had non-existent sex lives and needed relief.
Also growing up, getting with girls, it was always fun, and it was never particularly difficult.
I suppose when I turned like, 20, I began to have greater expectations in terms of what them girls would deliver.
I found it extremely disheartening to spend a night with a girl in a nightclub, or put a lot of work into a girl, bring her home, only to find out she doesn't want sex cause she doesn't want to feel "cheap".
Then I'd meet girls that were more willing - but truth be told - and this is shameful, a lot of the time, I'd only find them reasonably attractive, maybe not even that attractive at all.
But hey, a guys gotta do what he's gotta do.
It's just one of the afflictions of being a man.
I was about 22 when I moved to Amsterdam and, I was just coming out of a relationship with a little bit of animosity, and I suppose for myself, that's what really encouraged me to visit escorts/prostitutes initially.
In that city, it's just right there, right in front of your nose and, it's just so easy.
It became almost like a habit, a part of my lifestyle - and I thought nothing of it after a while.
And now with E-I, it's really the same thing.
It's just so easy.
There are some fantastic looking girls, that really fulfill my every physical desire.
Do I gotta stay out late and break my neck trying to hook up with some girl that I wouldn't look at twice if I wasn't so damn horny?
Well, I still do but, if I'm unsuccessful for long enough, at least I know there's an alternative.
Do I feel ashamed about it?
Well, I feel ashamed that I sometimes put my mouth where some other guy was slapping his dick about 30 minutes earlier.
You know what?
I guess all in all, yeah I guess I do feel a little ashamed.
But, at the same time, I still thoroughly enjoy it, and given my current situation - having some health problems that inhibit me from leading a fuller life and having the opportunity to attain these things more naturally - I would have to say that despite that little bit of shame, I'm still glad of the opportunity to visit escorts.