" Everyman Dies...not everyman really lives ".....Braveheart.
Personally ,it really scares the F**k outta me..dying that is..not Braveheart.....for thought's... actions..that occured or made occure by one in their lifetime.....thats why l always think the term RIP is in the hope that the person who has passed away can rest at ease with their actions in this life........for me..if l was to one person in the Bible ,twould be the thief who was crucified beside Jesus....probably did everything that one could possibly do against the laws and maybe moral standings and at the end of the day was promised Paradise by our Lord...now that guy won the lotto....on a personal level...am certain that when God sits me down when my time comes and he presses "Play " on the DVD of my life...there will be more than a few " cringe " moments.........."Do you remember this ?"....."ohh ..you gotta remember this time "....."and what exactly were you thinking of here ?" etc etc.....gonna be interesting ok..........
For me, a wonderful lady, so dear to me, was all but gone for years before she actually died, due to the condition she suffered.
Caring for her all those years was perhaps the hardest thing I have ever had to do, as she became someone so unrecognisable and yet, every now and then, if ever so fleetingly, there would be just a momentary glimpse of her, the real her, the one I loved and still do !!
And for that alone, I would gladly do it all over again.
Guess there are many ways to die, nowadays if I am talking to someone left behind, I don’t say I’m sorry, I say I understand.
Mister Anderson (20-10-15), Stephanie (22-10-15)