I have hardly lead an exemplary one. I've been thinking the last few days I'm a bit of a bastard really.
I have tried to be a good person.
But unfortunately my defects in personality have let me down.
I go years being a good son, brother, spouse (generally), work colleague & then I fuck it all up in one afternoon!
I have over indulged in everything I have experienced.
And I have come to think that moderation in life's pleasures are the key to happiness.
No I haven't joined AA or any thing mad like that. Just a bit of self reflection, only for tonight.
Normal service will continue tomorrow.
I'll shut up now.