Escort World - The truth, my opinion and suicide

[sexybabehere]

Also I 4got to add, If any1 wants to call me the ever retiring bj queen or whatever I do not mind. I am used to it now but as I said circumstances are different and I know what I want now.

Gemma

[DollyDarling]

I think its nice you poured out your heart here. Sadly, alot of abuse is found on these discussion boards. I tell you what.... I love being an escort, and have no stress with it. Sure, you always have to "be on your toes" in regards to looking for the raised flags of possible trouble, but my stress level never has risen cause of escorting..... The only stress in my life is caused from these discussion boards. I never encountered so many mean, jealous, slanderous cyber bullies. And Im not picking on E-I, I'm talking about all escort websites. I dont know why there are so many bullies and stalkers and harrassers on the escort websites, but I would encourage all escorts (which many are already aware) to stay off of escort discussion boards. Yes, it is always a struggle for me, as I often use discussion boards to do creative writing and get my thoughts out and analyze things... but a few of you know (my friends) that I am determined to stop posting and be more under the radar.

Im sorry gemma that the real escorting world stressed you out. But in my experience, its not escorting that stresses and discourages and changes a person, but rather the discussion boards and harrassers online that we encounter.

I wish you well, whatever you do next. And if you decide to escort again, I wish you well with that too.

[godfather]

I think its nice you poured out your heart here. Sadly, alot of abuse is found on these discussion boards. I tell you what.... I love being an escort, and have no stress with it. Sure, you always have to "be on your toes" in regards to looking for the raised flags of possible trouble, but my stress level never has risen cause of escorting..... The only stress in my life is caused from these discussion boards. I never encountered so many mean, jealous, slanderous cyber bullies. And Im not picking on E-I, I'm talking about all escort websites. I dont know why there are so many bullies and stalkers and harrassers on the escort websites, but I would encourage all escorts (which many are already aware) to stay off of escort discussion boards. Yes, it is always a struggle for me, as I often use discussion boards to do creative writing and get my thoughts out and analyze things... but a few of you know (my friends) that I am determined to stop posting and be more under the radar.

Im sorry gemma that the real escorting world stressed you out. But in my experience, its not escorting that stresses and discourages and changes a person, but rather the discussion boards and harrassers online that we encounter.

I wish you well, whatever you do next. And if you decide to escort again, I wish you well with that too.

I do not think Gem poured her heart out. By the looks of the post she is telling everything how it is. She has apologized to everyone she done wrong on in public which could not of been easy for her. From what I remember Gem never admitted being wrong even when she clearly was. This is only the beginning for Gemma.

GF